INSANE is the NAME.
HER. ?

J A K I I :]
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.

I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.

I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I love flowers.
I love pink,black,white and green.
I love sports. [basketball&&volleybal]
I love my FRIENDS.
I scream when I'm happy.
I sing when I'm sad.
And smile when I'm scared.
That's because...
I'm a girl.
And a unique one too.[:
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MY WISHLIST ?

Go around the world.
Have my own gadgets.
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Beauty & Fortune.
FRIENDS forever.
Trip to Hollywood.
Be understood.
Be HIS only LOVE.
 ;]

CHITCHAT! ?


C-box recommended.

FRIENDS. ?

MARA'S [under-the-spell]
SHAYNE'S [super junior ?]

PAST. ?

  • July 2007
  • October 2007


    • APPLAUSE. ?

    Designer: SPLASH!
    Base code: heroine Resources: 1 | 2

    Wednesday, October 24, 2007
    ♥


    Don't Let Farewell Come
    click the title to listen to its BGM

    ***



    I stared at the open window as the sun settles down gently. I looked at it with great sorrow, and then I let my head rest on the header of the seat. I'm in an airplane, get it?



    I'm leaving for 2 months, and then, I'll be back when I am already over him. By the way, I'm a college-fresh-graduate. I'm 19. Too young for a college graduate? No, I don't think so.




    Yeah, I know, I already graduated college, but I still have no guy of my own. Call me lame, but I ain't really open when it comes to guys. I just don't feel my senses when I am around them.


    And lately, I just discovered that the guy I love, loves another girl. Ouch? That's why I'm saying goodbye already--Oh, wait.


    "What?! She said goodbye to you?"

    "Yea... Think so."

    "But she can never say goodbye to someone she never had!"


    I got struck by the conversation of the two persons who's seated in front of me, which row is in lined with mine. They are right.


    We can really never say goodbye to someone we never had. So, in my case-- why did I say goodbye to him, when after all, he never had been mine? Well don't ask me why.


    Maybe, that's just, the logic of love.




    End of Prologue
    ***

    A/N:
    So, what do you think guys? Just leave a message in my cbox if you would want me to continue this.

    Wednesday, October 10, 2007
    Cbox!

    I already placed a cbox!
    so, feel free to tag me somehow!
    God bless!
    Just dropping by!

    To every girl

    TO EVERY GIRL

    credits: friendster bulletin

    To every girl that is scared to
    put her heart out there again,
    because she has been hurt
    too many times or so badly.

    To every girl that
    has been cheated on,
    because she's not a slut
    who gives it up to any guy.

    To every girl that
    dresses cute,
    not skanky.

    To every girl who
    wants to be called
    beautiful, not hot.

    To every girl that will spend her
    whole day looking
    for the perfect present for you.

    To every girl who gets her heart
    broken, because he
    chose that bitch instead.

    To every girl that would die
    to have a decent boyfriend.

    To every girl who would just once
    like to be treated like a princess.

    To every girl that cries at night
    because of another heartbreak.

    T o every girl that won't get
    down on her knees & open
    her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

    To every girl that
    just wants to hold hands.

    To every girl that
    kisses him with meaning.

    To every girl who
    just wishes he cared more.

    To every girl who would just
    once want a guy to give their
    jacket up when they are cold.

    To every girl who
    just wants him to call.

    To every girl who lies
    awake at night thinking about him.

    To every girl that
    just wants to cuddle.

    To every girl that
    just wants to sleep with
    him without having sex.

    To every girl who shows how much
    she cares and gets nothing back.

    To every girl that thought
    "maybe this one could be the one."

    To every girl that laughs at stupid
    stuff when she actually doesn't think it is
    funny.

    To every girl who is just
    looking for that one and
    only and is having a rough
    time along the way.

    To every girl that doesn't want
    a guy who just plays with her
    emotions but actually cares about
    how she feels.

    To every girl who wants
    words backed up with actions.

    To every girl that fell for all the
    lies
    only to find themselves alone in the
    end.

    T o every girl that gave her heart away
    to have it shoved back in her face.

    To every girl that has faith that
    "tomorrow will be a better day."


    And yes, it will be.

    Tuesday, October 9, 2007
    New layout

    I change my layout.
    I love this one.
    Haha.
    Visit my new blogsite:

     [#o2 blog]

    just click on the #o2 blog text and you'll be directed there.
    thanks guys.
    I'll find a cbox next time, and i'll update this blog sometime,
    if I ain't busy.